A new view

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I'm involved with a support group for a problem I have.... I just received a reply to my introduction post that just blew my mind on how to handle things...

This reply told me how this person delt with her problem... Basically the same issues I'm having.. She told me that she would live for the moment and not worry about the future... Then, she figured out that if she lost her fear of the future, she could talk about the past while still living for the moment....

I need to learn to do this... I need to learn not to be afraid of what may happen.... That way, I could go to my mother and ask her why without losing my ability to live for the moment...

But for the moment, I'm in a safe place.... Living for the moment that is... Not thinking about what has happened in the past... This way, I don't have to be afraid of tomorrow...

It's been 30 years.... Maybe it is time to conquer my fear of the future and get the past behind me....

Maybe....

Chip