Back in Black

Nice way to start out your day.... Little bit of back in black....

Welp, another night of work out of the way.... It was a very slow night. Kurt let me gas my car at 11:30 pm and I sat and watch a little TV with him.... Then we got the urge to drink a beer.... 7 for him and 5 for me later, time to leave the truck at work and take a cab home.... Good thing I work there.. Only cost me regular price plus tip.... Hmmmm.... Still cheaper than a DUI...

I did realize one thing tonight though... 5 beers was plenty... I have a very nice glow going on.. I haven't drank since I went to Florida for the NASCAR Super Bowl (Speed Week) in Daytona...

I've been doing a lot of thinking since I started this blog on what to talk to myself about... Whether or not I should omit stuff for fear of my wife reading it or not... I decided that I won't omit anything, but I will delete my history after posting LMAO... She is a bit of a snooper when I'm not around.... She doesn't admit it, but she does...

I mean, I can honestly say that I HAVE given her reason to NOT trust me.... But still.... Privacy is privacy...

Ok, let's talk about my wife.... I love her dearly... I really do.... She is the best thing to happen to me since my birth.... Given me three beautiful children... And I would not trade my life for the world right now...

Well.. If Ted offered me a billion dollars, I would honestly say I would have to consider it.... But wouldn't you... Consider it that is... Come on... A billion dollars...

When I met my current wife, I was still married to my ex-wife.... I mean, there was nothing there anymore and was still with my wife out of convenience..... I needed a place to stay and she needed a sitter.... But when Jenny came into my life, I started looking into alternative living arrangements....

Jenny and I didn't have sex until after we were officially living together.... I'm not sure if it was because of me trying to be a gentleman or her shyness.... Possibly a mixture of the two...

Anyway, I like woman that have some meat on their bones... Skinny women might look good, but skin and bones are NOT my thing by a long shot... And Jenny was a bit chunky when we met... Don't get me wrong, she looked damn good.... After a while we had wieght discussions and I always told her I would let her know if she got bigger than I like... I mean, after three kids, you can't expect anyone to keep their shape... But you can expect them to gain some... Fact of life guys... Deal with it...

I mean, hell... I didn't mind... Her breast size increased ;-p

But lately, she has seemed like she let herself go.... Like she doesn't care about her size.... And quite honestly getting to be a little more than I like.... Don't get me wrong, I love her to death... But when she gets on top and it hurts.... It's starting to get to the breaking point... I am afraid to tell her... I don't want her to get the wrong idea... I don't want her to think that I love her any less than I did before our daughter was born and she looked GREAT....

Now she snacks all the time and it's all going to her ass and legs....

I can't say that I'm some buff beauty... I'm far from it... My weight has recently been on the rise and I realize I need to something about it before she starts to not want me... My solid spare tire is starting to spring a leak and become quite flabby... It's getting to the point that I have to bend over to see my feet....

I don't know.... Maybe I'll just keep my trap shut so that I don't cause any unwanted grief and just fix the two bikes we have.... Maybe start riding it to work to start bringing my weight down and she will do the same...

I know she knows about her weight and is very self consious about it.... But man... We need to start doing something....

Welp, I'm sure I have rambled on enough about my thoughts... This is quite lengthy.... I'm sure one day my post will become shorter as I get my thoughts out and start running out of them... But for now, expect some long ones LMAO..

Chip