It's been a while...

I haven't been here in a very very long time.... Let me update everyone on my life since my last post here a couple of years ago.

First, things between my wife and I got better. I started driving truck and wasn't home a lot. She lost her job to an overseas company that AT&T could save money on. We lost our house as a result and we moved. Moved very far away.

After this, although things were good at home, my wife didn't really talk to me while I was on the road. I mean, we would sit on the phone for long periods of time not saying anything. I would explain my day in detail and she would sit there and say nothing. I found someone that I could talk to which lead to yet another affair. I never intended it to come to that, but it did.

She didn't find out until after I found out that she had actually had one also 2 years before. And with the person that was supposed to be my best friend. She denied any wrong doing until later. We fought a lot over the next couple of months and I refused her attempts for us to get back together. Told her to find someone new.

She did. Some one commented on her breast and an hour later she was at his house. She wanted to see him again but decided to press me again about getting back together. Told me she met some one and was thinking about going out with him but hasn't yet (a lie). I found out she actually did meet with him and she claimed it was just lunch before she went to work. Then I get a message from HIM telling me that they had sex that day. She then admitted to going to his house and some of the stuff they did, but to this day refuses to admit they had sex.

Oh, when I found out they did actually meet, I was devastated and we got back together. It was after that that I found out about the personal meeting that she swore on our kid's lives never happened.

Anyway, we had some long great talks and opened up on a lot of stuff. I'm sure she is still holding back even though she says she's not. I've told her everything she ever asked me about. Corrected every lie I told about past affairs. But I'm sure she is holding back stuff about Kurt. (the guy I thought was my best friend.)

So, we get back together nearly a year ago and have had a great relationship. We have also moved to South Carolina. Life here is good. We bought a new house that is in the process of being completely remodeled. It's what we've always wanted. Couple acres of land sunk into the woods with a long driveway (almost a quarter mile long). You can't see our house from the road or from any of our neighbor's houses. Love it. It won't be done until July sometime and in the meantime, the guy we are buying from has us put up in one of his rentals. Great guy so far.

We decided to come down here because I was never able to get home in Michigan and here I'm home at least once a week. Even when I'm not scheduled to be home. I just run through SC a lot and stop when I can. Even for a 10 hour break.

Things are still awesome between us. We've been through some fucked up times in our lives and hopefully that is all behind us. I love her more than anything and can't bear to be without her. I only hope I haven't ruined her for good.

Anyway, I plan to be back here more often talking about things in my life including my new found passion with politics.

So, until next time. See ya...