Sad Day when I should be somewhat happy

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Remember those ^

Anyway....

So, my oldest daughter gets ahold of me one day and says she wants to get to know her biological father... I'm all for it.. I want nothing more than to have her in my life..

She comes over and we just hang out.... Doing nothing really... Great kid with what appears to be a solid head on her shoulders... So, she comes over the next week and we pretty much do the same thing....

I decide that maybe she is legit in wanting to get to know me and decide to do a lunch date with her so that she can pound me with nagging questions she might have... But, I have't seen her since... I've talked to her a couple times, but it was mostly about nothing...

I'm kinda heart broken now... I was really hoping to strike up some kind of relationship with her... I never had one to speak of... Her step dad has been her father for years... I want nothing more than more than to be her father and possibly one day be her dad.. But apparently that won't be possible...

She's a very beautiful young woman... Just like her mom... And apparently has the same attitude LMAO...

Oh well, what can ya do.... I was absent for most of her life, so the only person I can blame is myself... Who knows, maybe one day I'll earn her trust and respect.... The most I can do now is try...

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Other things in my life? Who cares....

Chip